My own worst enemy

I am my own worst enemy. The dialogue that I constantly have in my head, I would say only of someone who I hate. I look in the mirror and think 'ugh, you just look nasty, why don't you take care of yourself better.' I try to find something to wear and think, 'what will [...]


Not all that glitters…

To say I haven't been in my happy place is kind of an understatement. I'm not suicidal but I am miserable. I've succumbed to my misery and just accepted that maybe I'm meant to be a miserable person which seems like a form of suicide itself. Okay, that may be a slight exaggeration but not [...]

Where to begin…

I know, it's been a minute since I've written here but, in my defense, my life is really boring and not worth a daily entry. At least that's been the case for most of the summer. I don't know if it will change with fall and a new school semester but maybe that's for the [...]

This too, has passed

48 hours ago, I jumped off a huge cliff...metaphorically. I don't know why, I don't where it came from, I just knew it was time to take the dive...metaphorically. I took to social media and I went public with the abuse I endured as a child. I didn't make this decision lightly. I wrote out [...]

Out with the fake, in with the real

When I first moved into my mom's house a few months ago, I had three rooms as exclusively mine that I could do whatever I want with. One was the living room and the other two were bedrooms. I took the second bedroom and turned into a gym. I had two benches, a variety of [...]